The Corn Field Part 2

At the age of 14 I fell madly in love with Tim who was a year older than me and had just moved to our Comprehensive School.  He was everything I had ever wanted; smart, funny, good looking and popular.  And he also totally ignored me.  

So I started to hang around with his "gang" (yes he was the Head of a Gang which made him even more attractive) and we started to go to this nightclub called Zones 123 which was a nightclub for 14-18 year olds.  Philip, (my first boyfriend) was also in the gang and we would all hang around together and go to the off licence to buy 4 cans of beer or cider.  This was the first time I had ever tasted alcohol and for my 14th birthday, I was bought 4 cans of Special Brew.  I remember thinking it was the most disgusting thing I had ever tasted..... very bitter sweet...

Tim had a big reputation and had already been out with nearly all the girls in his gang, apart from me and a girl called Janet (who later on turned out to be a lesbian so that spoke volumes).  He briefly went out with Janet before walking up to me on the top of the bus and saying to me "well there's only you left so how about you go out with me".... 

I had never been so happy in my entire life and for the next 4 years, started a massive relationship with Tim.  The relevance of the Corn Field was epic as we spent most of our time having sex there and boy was it good.  The smell of any field very quickly takes me back to those summer days spent lying there naked, not even caring or thinking that anyone would see us.  It's frightening what you do when you are younger.

We would regularly have sex in each other's houses; most of the time Philip (yes him again) was our decoy and he would sit and watch television whilst we were bonking beside him.  Or we would be in Tim's bathroom or sneaking around upstairs; all part of being teenagers I guess but Tim had a ferocious sexual appetite and with all that I had seen and read, I was only too happy to play the "fantasy" that he wanted.  

I loved him more than anything else but things came to a head when I started to realise that he had a bigger hold on me than I thought and I decided I wanted to break up at aged 18.  Tim reacted badly to this and sensing he was about to lose me, called a meeting of our parents and said he wanted to marry me.  I very quickly "grew up" a bit in those few hours and promptly told him it was over.  

For the next few months he would stalk me, walking his new girlfriend around the block to make me jealous.... 

Meanwhile, I had joined a Hospital Radio station and a whole new breed of men were about to be introduced to my charms....